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Sometimes life feels like you’re stuck at 6–6 in the final set — all nerves, all urgency, no room to breathe. But not every moment needs to be a match point. Some of the best things happen when you let the rally go long and see where it takes you.
There’s a certain rush in a tiebreaker. Every point is urgent, every mistake magnified, every winner worth a fist pump. It’s addictive — that edge-of-your-seat feeling where you’re dialled in, hyper-focused, heart pounding. But you can’t live there forever.
In tennis, the beauty isn’t just in the high-pressure deciders. It’s in the slow burn of a set that twists and turns. The rallies that start with a tentative slice and end with an audacious drop shot. The points where nothing much seems to happen — until you realise you’ve been drawn into something quietly brilliant.
Life’s the same. You can’t be in crisis mode 24/7, even if you’ve convinced yourself you work best under pressure. Not everything needs an immediate winner. Some things — the important things — need time to breathe. A relationship. A career change. Figuring out who you are now versus who you were five years ago.
Sometimes, the most satisfying victories come when you stop pressing for the finish line and just play the point in front of you.
So yes — embrace the tiebreakers when they come. Rise to them. Feel the thrill. But remember to let the rest of the match unfold, point by point. You might just find the best parts happen between the big moments.
... *sigh*
Another immortal resurfaces - one Simone thought was dead. Maybe they were once rivals, or lovers, or both.
This immortal is not as discreet. And their presence risks blowing Simone’s cover - unless he does something to stop them.
Cue: Simone beheading someone with a tennis racket behind Centre Court at 3 a.m.
📖 Quick Take:
The follow-up to You Cannot Be Serious, this memoir sees McEnroe reflecting on life after his fiery days on the tennis court. It’s less about serve-and-volley brilliance and more about family, broadcasting, art, and the ongoing balancing act between private life and public persona.
✍️ My Thoughts:
McEnroe’s voice is as distinctive on the page as it is behind a microphone—dryly funny, self-aware, and never short of an opinion. But Seriously offers a peek into the mind of someone who has lived multiple lives: Grand Slam champion, commentator, art gallery owner, husband, father.
Where the first memoir thrived on the raw energy of his career highs and lows, this one feels calmer, more introspective. There’s a lot to enjoy in the anecdotes about fellow players, celebrity encounters, and the odd broadcasting drama, but some sections wander into familiar territory from his first book, which can make it feel a bit padded.
What surprised me most was the warmth—he’s still McEnroe (blunt, occasionally prickly), but there’s a reflective edge that comes with time and perspective.
💌 Vibe Check:
🎾 Life after the limelight
🎤 Behind-the-scenes sports media
🖼 Tennis meets the art world
💬 Still telling it like it is
💬 Favourite Line:
"You can’t live your whole life like it’s a tiebreaker—sometimes you’ve got to let it play out."
⭐️ Final Rating:
3 stars. Engaging and witty, but more of a gentle rally than a five-set thriller.
False Value (Ben Aaronovitch) - Peter Grant goes undercover in a suspiciously magical tech company, where the coffee is bad but the enchantments are worse.
The Ministry of Time (Kaliane Bradley) - A time travel bureaucracy brings people from history into the present day, and it’s as politically fraught (and emotionally messy) as you’d imagine.
How both books blend the fantastical with the mundane - showing that even magic and time travel end up mired in office politics.
The quiet humour in both stories, the way the authors slip in wry observations between the big plot beats.
False Value: Peter Grant is basically the gold standard for workplace multitasking - investigate magical threat, file the paperwork, pick up the milk.
The Ministry of Time: I’d 100% watch a sitcom about a Victorian poet, a Bronze Age warrior, and a 1970s punk all sharing a government-issued flat in 2025.
Honestly, I can’t think of many things that beat either scenario. On a sunny day, it’s the kind of iced coffee that beads with condensation before you’ve even taken the first sip, paired with the satisfying creak of an old bookshop door. The sunlight filters through high windows, catching in the dust motes and making the spines on the shelves gleam like a rainbow of well-loved treasures. There’s a lightness to it—a sense of possibility—that maybe today you’ll discover that book, the one you didn’t even know you needed.
Rainy-day bookshop visits are an entirely different kind of bliss. The air is rich with the scent of wet pavement and freshly brewed coffee, the rain pattering against the windows as you wrap your hands around a warm mug. The world outside might be grey and hurried, but inside, time slows. You linger over hardbacks you’ll never quite convince yourself to buy, stroke the covers of new releases, and tuck yourself into a corner chair to read the first few pages of something that just feels right.
I’ve always thought of bookshops as the perfect in-between place—somewhere between adventure and sanctuary. And whether the coffee is iced or hot, the magic is the same: you walk in carrying the day’s weather with you, and you leave with a little more than you came for. Usually in the form of a paper bag and a slightly lighter bank account.
So tell me—are you a sunshine-and-iced-coffee reader, or do you live for the rainy-day-hot-coffee kind of bookstore bliss?
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – Witty, warm, and wonderfully self-aware
📖 Quick Take:
Emily Henry flips the small-town romance trope on its head, giving us a story where the “cold big-city woman” gets to be the heroine — and the love interest is a grumpy editor, not a rugged local carpenter. Expect whip-smart banter, emotional depth, and a romance that feels earned.
✍️ My Thoughts:
Nora Stephens isn’t here to charm the locals, she’s here for her sister. But when a work trip takes her to a small North Carolina town, she keeps running into Charlie Lastra, a fellow New Yorker and fellow cynic. What follows is a delightful enemies-to-reluctant-allies-to-lovers arc that’s both funny and heartfelt.
Henry’s strength is in her characters — flawed, ambitious, and believably human. The sibling dynamic between Nora and Libby adds a rich emotional layer, exploring identity, sacrifice, and the stories we tell ourselves. And the romance? Crackling chemistry without losing sight of the personal growth that makes it meaningful.
Why not five stars? While I adored the writing, a few pacing dips and slightly overlong introspection pulled me out now and then. Still, it’s a standout in the romcom genre.
💌 Vibe Check:
💬 Enemies-to-lovers banter
🏙 Big-city hearts in a small-town setting
👯♀️ Sisterhood front and centre
📚 Publishing world backdrop
💬 Favourite Line:
“You don’t have to be anything more than what you are to be enough.”
⭐️ Final Rating:
4 stars. Smart, funny, and brimming with heart.
Maybe that sounds morbid, maybe it is morbid, but I don’t think I’m alone in the quiet fascination that settles in when a burial site is uncovered. When a skull is lifted from the soil. When archaeologists brush back the earth from a femur that last felt light 5,000 years ago.
I’m not an archaeologist. I’m not even studying archaeology (though sometimes I wish I were). I’m doing Classical Studies, all statues and epics and cities built on top of cities, but my heart has always had one foot in the dirt. I grew up watching Time Team and absolutely love Digging for Britain, glued to the screen whenever someone uncovered a brooch or an unexpectedly well-preserved bone. That early obsession never really left me.
And now, I’ve just finished reading Ancestors by Alice Roberts, a book that digs deep - quite literally - into the lives of people buried across prehistoric Britain. It’s full of graves. Full of bones. But it’s not a book about death, really. It’s about lives - and the stories that echo through time when we take the trouble to listen.
It’s easy to think of history as a sequence of names and dates, a neat progression from one era to the next. But burials interrupt that linear flow. They make the past physical. Tangible. Suddenly, the Bronze Age isn't a term in a textbook - it's the curved line of a ribcage under glass, the grooves of a worn tooth, the scent of damp soil and peat.
There’s something profoundly human about that. Seeing a body, curled up in a grave, maybe clutching a bead or blade, reminds me that these people lived with the same raw edges we do: love, hunger, fear, grief. They just carried it in different clothes, with different gods.
I think part of what draws me in is that I don’t have professional distance from this. I’m not reading these books for fieldwork or academic research - I’m reading because I’m genuinely fascinated by the act of reconstructing a life from a burial. I love the puzzle of it: not just what they left behind, but why. Was that amber bead sacred? Sentimental? Stolen?
There's imagination involved, but also deep care. The best books and documentaries on ancient remains - Ancestors, The Bog People, Kindred - don’t sensationalise the dead. They honour them. They ask: who were you? What mattered to you? Who mourned you?
I think I’m fascinated by burials because they sit at the meeting point of science and story. They give us hard evidence - the shape of a pelvis, the isotope traces in a tooth - and invite us to tell soft, human tales around it. They connect us with the unknowable, and in that, there’s both awe and comfort.
There’s something grounding, too, about realising that someday, I’ll be bones. That we all will. And maybe it won’t matter what I posted or how many books I owned - but maybe someone will find my bones and say: they lived. They left something behind.
And maybe that’s enough.
If this post sparked something in you, here are a few other books that delve into burial, ancestry, and the lives of the long-dead:
📖 Kindred by Rebecca Wragg Sykes
📖 The Bog People by P.V. Glob
📖 The Real Valkyrie by Nancy Marie Brown
📖 The Song of the Earth by Melanie Challenger
I love writing goal posts. I love reviewing them slightly less, because inevitably I have to admit that I did not finish the Big Thing I meant to finish. But also: I did do some really cool stuff, and my brain kicked off several brand new projects like a chaotic little goblin in a fic mine, so. Let’s talk about it.
🖋 July Writing Goals:
Finish A Field Guide to the Sinner Pack — ❌ absolutely not. It’s still sitting there, gentle and ominous and unfinished. I’m choosing to believe this is just a simmering stage.
Update:
You Wouldn’t Take My Word for It If You Knew Who Was Talking — ❌ noooope
I Had the Time of My Life Fighting Dragons With You — ❌ also no, but I did think about it a lot
The Courage of My Convictions — ✅ YES. A new chapter and a spin-off/prequel side fic. I’m counting this as a win for narrative momentum and gay priest chaos.
Wolf-Tethered — ❌ untouched, though not unloved
Maybe post a one-shot just because — ✅ I’m counting the Darren/Simone scene from the priest AU, because it came from somewhere deep and tender and needed to exist.
Also. I may have started two entire new AU series, because apparently July was the month Bob! said “yes, but what if…?”
🌿 July Life Goals:
Make a doctor’s appointment about the arthritis diagnosis — ✅ did the thing. Proud of this one.
Day trip to the RAMM + sushi — ❌ no museum trip, but we did buy most of Yo!Sushi and I did spend roughly £200 in the Lucy & Yak sale, so I have no regrets and very colourful trousers. It was a good trip
Visit Noah’s Ark Zoo Farm — ✅ lions and elephants and giraffes achieved
Reclaim one chaotic space (maybe the laundry chair) — 🌀 kind of? Started rearranging my work clothes and moved some piles around. Progress is happening in slow, meandering steps.
Come back to Dreamwidth, and stay — 🌀 back-ish! A few posts, a bit of lurking, and some genuine joy in reconnecting with long-form fandom space. Still holding this one as a soft goal.
Cook something that feels like summer — 😅 not really. But I thought about tomatoes a lot.
One proper lie-in, no guilt — ✅ absolutely achieved, 10/10 would lie in again
One evening offline with candles, music, or silence — ❌ does scrolling Tumblr with one candle lit count? No? Thought not.
🌻 August Goals: gentle momentum, storybrain chaos, and maybe some tomatoes
✨ Writing/Fandom Goals
Actually finish A Field Guide to the Sinner Pack – even if it’s just in bullet-point plan format
Update Wolf-Tethered - or at least open the doc and reread it. Or smell the forest in my head and cry about Simone.
Keep working on The Courage of My Convictions - more priest AU, more Jannik/Simone quiet intensity, more religious yearning and repressed gay disasters.
Make space for the new AUs - if my brain is going to go chaotic, might as well let it do so on purpose.
Maybe write something short and weird and self-indulgent. Just because.
Keep sharing. Even when it feels scary. Especially when it feels a little raw - that probably means it matters..
🌿 Life Goals
One genuinely slow, nothing-is-urgent weekend.
Book one fun thing for August, even if it’s tiny.
Properly reclaim one corner of chaos in the house. Doesn’t have to be perfect, just has to be better. My work clothing storage isn’t working for me right now.
Keep gently decluttering my digital spaces - Dreamwidth tags, folders, etc.
Go outside for something that’s not an errand. A walk, a sit, a stretch in the sun.
Remember: lie-ins are good, my body is not a machine, and my stories are worth telling.
Keep up the shoulder, hip, and knee physio - consistency counts more than perfection.
Aim to lose a little more weight if it feels good and manageable - but keep it soft and low-pressure.
Tell me your August hopes! Or the weird thing July gave you that you’re still thinking about. Or the AU your brain started without asking. I’ll bring the snacks, you bring the story chaos. 💛